If these new things are supposedly good that I thought were useless, why aren't things getting better in lieu of something that happened?
It seems as tho some/many people treat other people well and take me for granted like I'm trash to them. I don't see how that's okay. They know it's not cuz in the end they'll say it's cuz I did something wrong and in the end that's not why.
The world is in a difficult situation and may seem to have the same thing that they look forward to.